Dear Diary Friday...

Mood....wonderful.

I knew yesterday was going to be as busy as the rest of the week, and I was right. It just did not stop all day long and I was very happy to be leaving work to go home. As soon as I got home, Dylan and I headed to the Gateway to walk around, stopped and got a salad for dinner, came home and then crashed at about 8:00. It has been so nice to be able to sleep without the help of pills lately.

I have already begun my morning by being irritated. I had a co-worker yesterday almost DEMAND that I do something for another co-worker who is going part-time....like bring in bagels or donuts. First of all, this co-workers is not even in my area or on my team but on the other person's team. Secondly, why would I do something for somebody who is not quitting. Third, and this is what irritated me, she told me it should be done because he is more than a co-worker...he is MY FRIEND. Umm, no he isn't. I have known him for about 30 days. And what irritated me the most was that this other co-worker has this idea in her head that she and I are best friends. Umm....again no. We ARE friends because we have known each other for 5 years and get along great, but I have quiet a few friends and they don't tell me who is my friend and who is not. I guess I was just surprised how some people get it in their mind where their place in your should be, not where it really is. I am not friends with somebody in 30 days...sorry. I also have levels of friendship and she is not at the highest one. Guess I am gonna have to give somebody a talking too.

Dear Diary Thursday...

Mood...great!

Yesterday at work was just total insanity. My e-mails were out of control, the phones were out of control, I had to answer a lot of questions from the customer service team....it just was non-stop. I even had to explain to a couple of different people that my job is not to DO everything and not to KNOW everything. We have different departments that handle THEIR job responsibilities, not me. It irritates me when I don't have enough time to do my job but people want me to do other people's job also.

I suspect today is going to be better because I came into not so much chaos on my desk AND it is Thursday. I am hoping to get beyond caught up today so that by this weekend I can go home and not think about this place, other than some work I am taking home to get done for some OT. Yeah, I am still working nights and weekends, but the extra income is helping out with household expenses and the wedding.

Keep your fingers crossed....still NO plans for my weekend except that I do need to do laundry and some cleaning. I think I am actually going to be able to relax AND possibly watch some movies!!!!

Dear Diary Wednesday....

Mood....wonderful!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO TONI AND ROB!!!!

After a long day at work, I went home and did my gym routine and then had some cottage cheese for dinner and then Dylan and I hung out. It was nice to spend some quality time with him that did not involve shopping or cleaning. It was some time that we both needed together, so we loved every moment of it. I was then able to sleep without the help of any sleeping pills last night, which was so very, very nice.

Today is going to be a busy day, but I am ready for it. I didn't make it into work at my obnoxiously early hour, but still early enough to get a good jump on things. Then of course, another night at the gym and then, I hope, I will start my weekend cleaning. However, since I don't feel like planning anything out, who knows what I will do.

Dear Diary Tuesday....

Mood...not so very good.

Oh, yesterday was so poopy! I had a headache in the morning and by early afternoon it turned into a migraine which stayed with me. I was in bed by 6:00 and ended up getting a couple of times to be sick. I still have a bit of it today, but I think it is going away. The only good thing I can say about it is that it made me so tired that I slept through most of it last night except the times I was sick. On top of that, yesterday was just a crazy busy day and I don't expect today or the remainder of this week, to be anything less than crazy.

Found a few things yesterday that just totally irritated me that I am going to share. First, if your only personality trait is that you can be negative about EVERYTHING, including the grunting noises you make when you respond to somebody, you need some serious psychological counseling or to take up a hobby like drugs! I know that we all have days that we just can't be postive happy campers, but EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY AND MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?????? And I am not exaggerating about this person.

Secondly, self absorbed people. People who tell you all about their life, what is going on with them, sharing every minute detail like I have waited all my life to hear this, and then not bother to even ONCE ask how you are doing. Individuals who spend their lives thinking others are anxiously awaiting their next move, need to hear the ins and outs of their latest conquest, bore the hell out of me. I actually have taken up walking out on these converstaions, regardless if they are in mid word. People who have no time for anyone else besides their large head and ego are not to be part of my world.

Third, if you want my opinion, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN. On top of that, you don't get the right to be pissed if you ASK FOR MY OPINION. I am honest, probably too blunt, but that is who I am and if you are asking for a piece of that, you are going to get it.

I will go on later...now I must work..

Dear Diary Sunday....

Mood...good.

After work on Friday, Dylan and I met up with the Netzlers, the Poors, and the Breeze/Ricketts at a new favorite place called The Bayou. The atmosphere was wonderful, we got to try some new beers (the dark and tan was wonderful Chet, thanks again) and just got to have a great deal of fun with great friends. Dylan finally had the opportunity to ask Rob to be his Best Man and for Chet to be in his line. FINALLY our lines for the wedding are finished: Toni as my Maid of Honor and Rob as Dylan's Best Man; Michelle and Shane as my Brides Maid/Man and Jeremy and Chet as Dylan's Groomsmen. I am so excited that things are finished in that department and now we can start moving on to other areas.

Saturday started out with the very best weight in I had.....down 4 pounds! I then spent the day doing yard work with my Daddy and then Dylan and I went to dinner, did some shopping, and came home to watch "Elektra" which was okay. I was not very impressed, but I also was not expecting alot so was not disappointed either.

Today I have been doing laundry, making dinner, and working on stuff that I brought home from work. I did manage to get an hour long nap in today, which was wonderful. I have already taken my hot bubble bath so I plan on spending my night reading and going to bed early.

This week I plan on playing by ear. If I can have a week where I don't have any plans, spend time doing stuff for just me and no one else, I would love it.