Rant on!

Here is the latest question for everybody, and I want honest answers....

Why is that people who are fuck ups, who 1) screw up their lives with drugs, 2) screw up their lives by getting into horrible relationships, 3) screw up their lives by financiall ruining themselves, and 4) all of the above are always taken care of by other people, praised for their daily "achievments", are consoled for their idiocy, and just generally loved to death. However, people that do not 1) screw up their lives with drugs, 2) screw up their lives by getting into horrible relationships, 3) screw up their lives by financially ruining themselves, and 4) all of the above are generally ignored, criticized, taken advantage of by the previous mentioned people, family, and friends? I was wondering why those of us who strive to take care of ourselves, help out other people, try to make other people happy, and just generally try to make the world a little bit better are not considered important enough for others to worry about their happiness? Just a little something to think about. What I also wonder is what would happen if those people that are always trying to make everybody else happy, regardless of their own happiness, would all fall off the face of the earth one day? Where would that leave the others?

Justification of previous rant....

We received our call logs today. That is a sheet showing how many calls you took for the week, along with everybody else, blah blah blah. I took 298, the next highest was 232, the next highest (and the person who I am having the biggest problem with right now) is 155. Now you do the math. We both work 40 hours a week on the phone. I took 143 calls more than her. BUT she doesn't have time to do any of her correspondence, work her pend reports, etc. Can anybody explain this to me???

Oh, and I am taking a half day off of work tomorrow to paint the bathroom. How pathetic is that.

Here is my latest rant....

Am I selfish by believing that I am taken for granted by many of the people in my life because of all the stuff that I do for them? Should I not be the "golden child" while the other siblings that I have not be treated with such high esteem from the parental units? I was just wondering..........