Dear Diary Friday...

It is Friday at 7:30 am and I am already eating my Slim Fast soup! It is sad when you are up eating your first meal of the day at 4:00 am and have to have a snack at the time that most other people are just rolling out of bed!

Anyways, the week has continued to be draining, but my energy seems to be keeping up with it. I am really looking forward to spending some time with Dylan tonight and tomorrow, doing a little bit of Christmas shopping, and some "regular" shopping on Sunday.

I have had a few issues going on, one with a friend who seems to think that everything in our lives is a competition. It has gone from being amusing to being irritating. I know it is due to a lot of stress, and I am trying to just relax and flow with it, but some days....

Today, if I could have kept driving, I think I would have gone to Montana. I have always wanted to see Montana.......

Dear Diary Wednesday....

This week has been a draining one so far. I accomplished many things so far I wanted to do......mostly starting to try and do some readings, which have gone very well. I just forget sometimes that when you are channeling a lot of energy into others, you are depleting it from yourself.

Sleep has not been coming to me easily. I have had a great deal of things on my brain lately, mostly having to do with the direction of my future. Unfortunately, most of the thinking is apparently going on when I should be sleeping. Therefore, self induced insomnia, so I have nobody to blame but myself. I need to get some things in order and deal with them and then I can sleep.

The weekend is shaping up nicely. I have a dinner on Saturday and Dylan and I are tentatively getting together maybe on Friday and Saturday. I am hoping to get a start on my Christmas shopping. My goal is to really and truly enjoy Christmas this year.

Have you ever had a morning, while driving somewhere, that you think what it would be like to just keep driving....go somewhere like another state, start your life over, forget about who you were and become somebody new? Yeah, I had one of those mornings.....

Dear Diary Monday...

Well, it was really very nice, and strange, to be back at work after such a long time being off! Thankfully, my co-workers were really wonderful and handled many of the issues that came up while I was out.

The card readings have been going really well. I so far have not done a lot of interpreting, just letting the cards speak for themselves. I did do a couple of interpretations, giving directions, with the help of the Goddess that I asked, and they seemed to be helpful, insightful. Keep in mind, if you ask a question, sometimes the answers can be straight to the point, sometimes painful, but always educational.

Here is wishing that everyone has a fabulous Tuesday!

Dear Diary Sunday, part deux...

I decided to pull myself out of my slump and get some shit done that has been bothering me. I put away all of the summer clothes and got out all of the winter clothes. I dusted my entire room and I cleaned the hamster cage. I have been putting off a few things like these for awhile now and when I let things go, let them bother me mentally, my whole body feels off balance. So, time to get back on track....and it helped. I know I am still fighting off an illness, but I have so much more energy to be doing it with.

Along those same lines, I am going to start back up going to the gym this week and get some much needed working out. I also plan on getting back on track mentally with reading at least one book every other week.....I think allowing myself two weeks to get through a book is enough. I hope with putting the structure back into my life, will put everything else in its place.

Oh, and I did a couple of quick "card" readings for a couple of individuals who were interested in having them done. I hope that the card that I chose for you, with the simple question in mind of "What does Monday hold for _____?" gives a little direction, a little insight. If anybody knows of anyone that wants me to do a single card reading for them, let me know. Also, if you have a particular question you would like me to ask, let me know.

Blessed be to all for a wonderful Monday!

Dear Diary Sunday...

Well, Halloween is over and I did not enjoy it as much as I hoped. This flu that I had has completely wiped me out, physically. I am so drained that I have actually been too tired to sleep. I am taking all of my vitamins and getting as much rest as I can, but I know that it is going to take me awhile. Unfortunately with having the flu, Halloween ended earlier than I would have liked, and I was in bed by 8:30. I wish I could just get it completely out of my system.

New thoughts.....what do you do when you run out of things to talk about with people you have known for years and years and years? Is it that you really have talked about everything, or have you become bored/boring? Is the relationship evolving to a different level or coming to an end?