Friday, August 13, 2004

Dear Diary Friday, Part two...

And this just made the day even worse. My favorite TV personality and the woman who got me interested in cooking, Julia Childs, has passed away....

Please, a moment of silence......

Dear Diary Friday...

This week has been so frustrating that I think I am more grateful than ever that the weekend starts tomorrow! Between horribly selfish co-workers, issues with my folks, frustrations with some friends, and the whole Comcast issue, I just want a weekend that does not involve any type of thinking! Then, top that off with the fact that I slept horribly last night and woke up with a headache does not help!!

Anyways, things are not getting better between Mom and I and I have decided just to give her a lot of space. I am tired of being talked down too, being disrespect by her on a daily basis, and belittled in front of her own friends, I think her having space is a really good idea......if only for her own safety.

Last night we had dealing mom over for sandwiches and had a really great time. We talked about everything you can imagine and she stayed with us till 8:30. It was good to have her over, to relax and kick back. Unfortunately would could not have dealing father over, as he started back to graveyards last night. But we are planning on a night where they both can come over and have dinner with us....soon, very soon.....

As for the weekend, the only plans that are definite right now is going to dinner with the Netzlers and Chet and Shane tonight to a new restaurant, Trio. I am hoping to come home and crash relatively early after that, as I am barely able to stay awake as it is. Then on Saturday I believe Dylan and I are going to try to catch a movie, do some Petsmart shopping, and probably go to Wal-Mart and then watch some videos and veg. Sunday is mine, all mine. I plan on getting up and mowing the line, trimming, and edging. After that, I plan on taking a nap, watching some tv, probably taking another nap.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Dear Diary Thursday, part two....

And let me just tell you how much I hate Comcast net. They lied to Dylan and I when they came to install. Because of their lie, Dylan is no longer able to keep his e-mail address of goatlipss@comcast.net and will be having to send out an e-mail to everyone to change his e-mail address. I have been on the phone with them all morning and then Dylan had to call them. Not only did we get lied to about our address but they also created a new e-mail address for Dylan AND DID NOT BOTHER TO TELL HIM. How did we find this all out? THEY CLOSED OUR ACCOUNT THIS MORNING. If you can go through any other e-mail server, I would strongly suggest it.

Dear Diary Thursday....

Okay, my e-mail at work totally sucks. If you need to send me something, send it to my home address and I will be checking it several times throughout the day.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Dear Diary Monday...

I am exhausted, physically and emotionally. I came home yesterday, made myself a bit to eat, cleaned up the house, drank a glass of wine, and went to bed at 7:45 pm. It had been a tiring day at work and at home. Yesterday was one of those days when you just knew that people having to leave early because of sick kids was a huge lie, but what could you do. Top that off with getting treated like shit again by the Mom and then going home and knowing you had to clean up the house....life was not good. I think my body is trying very hard to fight something off because I have just not been sleeping well and am dragging ass all day long. I have my fingers crossed that I will actually be able to make it through today. I think spending my days trying to please everyone has started to take a toll on me. I am at a crossroads right now trying to figure out what to do. I think the best thing to do would be to get some sleep....

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Dear Diary Sunday...

It has been a fabulous weekend!!!!

Friday I had off from work and Dylan and I decided to do my birthday shopping that day. We went to Cottonwood Mall just to look around and ended up buying three pair of the cutest levis! We then went to a whole bunch of different places that at this point I can't recall. Saturday we went to the the Bird and Reptile Expo and it was so much fun.....I think we may have found a new and excitingly different pet! We then went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond to get some new lamps, the Gateway where I spent an old Lane Bryant gift certificate and to Coldwater Creek where I spent the gift certificate from his folks from CHRISTMAS. We just spent the entire weekend spending time together and having a whole bunch of fun! I love weekends where there is no stress, no drive to do a whole bunch of things, and basically no plans.

Today I spent the morning putting on outdoor carpeting on my folks porch and trimming up to tree's in the front yard that are "sculpted". I am now deciding what I am making for dinner for Dylan and I. I know so far it will be turkey tenderloin marinated in tequila and lime, corn on the cob, skewered mushrooms, onions, and zucchini....I am craving some veggies can you tell!!!!