Saturday, November 15, 2003

Dear Diary Saturday....

Not much to say other than my sympathies and all of my love to Toni, Rob, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mom in this time. Know that my heart, my blessings, my prayers, and my love are with you.

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Dear Diary Wednesday..

The energy is back! I came home and was in bed, asleep, by 7:20 pm last night and it felt GREAT!!!

Work was pretty okay today, other than the fact that our heater was not working so it was cranking out A LOT of heat ALL DAY until about 1 hour before I left. So, unfortunately, I had a headache before I left. Oh, and I got a flu shot and had a whole bunch of people in laughing at me because I get all emotional and cry and TONI WOULD NOT COME AND HOLD MY HAND!!! Go ahead, tell her how rude she is....

I think this one was meant for Shane....*wink*......

You represent... desire.
You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.

What feeling do you represent?
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Well, I try.....

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Well, I try to leave them longing for more.....

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

And I happen to love this drink!

Congratulations! You're a fuzzy navel!!

What Drink Are You?
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Oh, Toni...........

you smell like butt
congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.

which happy bunny are you?
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Dear Diary Tuesday...

Can you tell I was having some fun on Quizilla?

Anyways, let's just say that I have discovered that I need to relax a little bit, that I have too much stress. How did I discover this? Because I HAVE HIVES ALL OVER MY RIGHT ARM! Yep, and just in one place, and only one a day. It's great. Thankfully, they don't itch.

Today was a stressful day just because I didn't like anyone AND our power went out, which totally ruined the mind set I was in to get a lot accomplished. When they take away your power to be productive, and you have a chance to sit around and be goofy, when they give you back the power to work, you just can't seem to find that motivation again!

And I came home, again, to the immediate onset of "gab" from my mother. I don't mind talking, in fact I really enjoy talking with her....after I have had a chance to come home, change my clothes, eat a little, and relax!!! Christ! It is like somebody put a gag on her all day and a whole bunch of monkeys ran through the house and brought along their pet donkey and did a whole show for her and she couldn't tell anyone!! Okay, maybe I am exaggerating, but her "gab gab gab gab gab gab" with barely a breath in between finally got to me. I actually ran to the bathroom and jumped in the tub of hot water to escape her. AND THEN SHE DECIDED TO TALK TO ME THROUGH THE BATHROOM DOOR! Yep, my life, my fun.... if it was only true.....

You are the kind of beautiful that reaches out and
grabs people. You are firey, with a quick
temper, but you also get over it quickly.
People are drawn to you by the emotions that
you project. They find you beautiful because
you are not afraid of who or what you are.

what kind of beautiful are you?(for the ladies!)
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Scared that I am a boy....should have also included "And Talent Free"....

You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and

What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Yeah, like you couldn't have guessed....

Bondage Bear
Bondage Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Yeah, like you couldn't have guessed....

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Bondage Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Monday, November 10, 2003

Dear Diary Monday...

Oh dear lord, give me patience! I had to deal with all different types of stupidity today!!!

First, a chic in my department has gotten a divorce. The ex went from being mild mannered, dependable father and husband, to being an obnoxious drunk who she is now frightened of. She actually booted him out of the house this weekend when he showed up to tell her how pissed he was at her because she was not living in poverty like him. The kicker? She INVITED him over, and she is continuing to stay friends with him! Why? WHO THE FUCK KNOWS! My only guess is because she is such a pathetic human being that she invites the drama into her life!

Secondly, another co-worker was talking about leaving her husband because they are "no longer compatible sexually." What does this mean? He thinks she is cheating all the time, she is no longer enjoying him as much as she use to, so instead of them TALKING IT OUT AND FINDING OTHER AVENUES (more toys, role playing, etc), she is just probably going to leave him. Again.....WHO THE FUCK KNOWS!

Third, people making up ridiculous excuses when they don't want to hang around somebody else. You don't have a headache, you don't have a stomach ache...just tell them that you are NOT INTERESTED IN HANGING OUT AND BE DONE WITH IT!

Yeah, it was one of those days....

Be scared, be very, very scared...

Japan -
Viewed as the technological powerhouse of the 21st
Century, it has lived a reletively solemn and
singular history.


Technologically Advanced.

Economic Superpower.

Healthy Populace.



Isolated and Sometimes Ignored.

Unlucky with Disasters.

Which Country of the World are You?
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Sunday, November 09, 2003

Dear Diary Sunday...

This weekend was a trying one, but managed to get a great deal accomplished.

Friday, I left work and picked Dylan up from Saturn. We had dinner at the Olive Garden, which managed to make me horribly ill by the end of our night. We then went to Cottonwood Mall where I managed to get a start on my holiday shopping. I then took Dylan home and headed to my home, to collapse in my own bed.

Saturday, I got up and took Dylan over to Saturn to pick up his vehicle. We then went and did a little more Christmas shopping, then met the gang for dilunch at Orbitz, which was a helluva lot of fun. Dylan and I then headed back to his place and watched "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days", which was a total chick flick and only mildly entertaining. We then called it a rather early evening, as Dylan was not feeling well and was totally exhausted.

Today was total insanity. I got up and we headed out to Petsmart and Costco for shopping. I then got home, put on my grubby clothes and me and folks got the entire yard ready for winter, which is normally at least an entire weekend, if not two weekends, project. We managed to get it all done in less than 3 hours. I then came in and made a pot of oyster stew. After that, I have managed to do 4 loads of laundry and make chocolate Macadamia cookies. I will soon settle into a nice hot bubble bath and a good book as soon as the last load of laundry is complete. It was nice getting so very much accomplished in one day.....especially the yard since I know that has been bothering my father a great deal.

I have had a lot on the mind lately and have decided it is time to just deal with it. I know I am a good person, but some people equate me being good and nice to being a doormat...especially some friends. Well, I guess with my not being as forthright with my opinions and trying to bite my tongue due to my honesty possibly hurting people, I have brought that image upon myself. Well, no more. I liked myself better when I was totally honest, to the point of being painful to other people. I am tired of not wanting to hurt other people's feelings and then allowing mine to get hurt. So, in the future, if you ask a question and you don't like the answer you get from me, tough shit. I would rather know I have been honest with myself and with others than to have my feelings trampled on.