Well, it is true...I got all of my hair cut off and it is FAR more blonde than normal. I have to admit...we true blondes are the most incredibly vain people when it comes to hair. I was begging Dylan's mother to let me keep the clay on my hair for 45 minutes, instead of the recommended 10 so that it would be a true light blonde. But she refused.......so we settled on 15 and it came out ALMOST the color I wanted. However, I am still not sure about this hair cut I got. It is one of those "wash and wear messy" hair-styles, and I am not use to that. I am the more" spend an hour fixing every damn hair into its correct place and then plaster it down with aqua net" kinda girls. We will see what the reaction is that I get.

Spending the day hangin' with my daddy! I think I will be planting 5 new trees and painting my downstairs bathroom. I bet all of you are DAMN jealous!

The rant for the day is........

There is nothing that pisses me off more, other than aggressively stupid people, are people who pretend to "care". If you don't "care", don't pretend to care, don't act like you care, just DON'T! People who are suppose to be a part of your life, friends or family, who act like they are concerned irk the hell right out of me. It is insulting the way that they act when you already know the truth. I guess I must be getting very old because I just don't have time for people in my life who are not responsible enough, or respect me enough, to be honest.

Another rant......

People who believe that they have more of an impact, and importance, in a person's life than they REALLY have. I believe that any person that comes into my life, whether friend or stranger, will have some impact. However, if we meet a couple of times, maybe even have dinner, maybe talk on the phone...this DOES NOT MEAN you are my best friend and the be-all-end-all for me. This DOES NOT MEAN that I can have no other friend, that nobody in my life is as IMPORTANT AS YOU! All I can say is, "GOOD GOD, GET OVER YOURSELF!" Why is this bothering me? I have a very dear friend, and this friend just seems to think that their impact on everybody else, no matter if the other person is only an acquaintance, is significant. It might be significant to some people, but only because this friend can make a nuisance of themselves...and not in a very good way. Please, oh god please! If I ever act like this, I expect you all to tell me, and then shoot me!

More rants later........

I forgot to tell all of you about what I did on my lunch yesterday. Sheri, Toni, and myself all went to this place called "hobbit land" that is close to my work. It is a little street, that you would completely pass unless somebody told you about it, that leads into another world!!! It is a park-like area that is connected with an apartment complex. They have hens, roosters, and peacocks that roam around. Sounds peaceful, doesn't it? Well, it's NOT!!!! It is the creepiest place on earth. On top of that, this woman, more of a troll really, comes out of NOWHERE and stops our car and asks us what we are doing. Of course, we were prepared for this, so we told her we were looking for apartments to rent. She lights right up and starts talking to us about the apartments, none of them are for rent now, but two wil be available soon, blah blah blah. Anyways, this is apparently a place that alot of people would visit and run through at night because of how strange it is. There is also apparently an altar way up on the property, somewhere deep in the forest. They also have the grounds covered with surveillance cameras. I am thinking about visiting one night.............

Once again I am here at work....it is only 7:10 am. My mood is not as quite as foul as yesterday because I am listening to somebody taking a very bad call and I am enjoying listening to her pain!!!!

Okay, to answer the question that Connie posed...I am truly "short" and the "short man syndrome" is one of the most annoying attitudes ever. The short male must make up for his lack of penis size by being a gigantic ASS!!!

I think I have discovered another pet peeve of work. If your job is to be answering phones and your hours are 7:00 am - 4:00 pm...don't you think you should be ON THE PHONES AT 7:00!!! Not just in the building, wandering around, talking to your friends, etc? I thought if your job was to answer phones, that is what you should be doing at your designated time! And the other thing that makes me mad is that supervisors do nothing about this because they have reliable people who are at their desk doing their job at the time that they are suppose to be. So those that do well at the job, get screwed...and those that screw around at their job, get a pat on the back. Is there any karma in here?

Today was a day to ponder the insignificance of my life. I sat back and thought about all of the things that I have accomplished in this lifetime and did not come up with a SINGLE noteworthy thing. The only thing that I can say that I have accomplished, which I shouldn't even bother spending the energy it takes to type this, is that I have one of the WORST tempers imaginable! I am so disagreeable today that I probably should be euthanized! Oh well....

And if any of you are asking, I really do not kick Dylan around or call him "fag."

I also have to agree with Scottie....most country music is dry, whiny, and "talent-free", however, I would have to say that the latest CD that Dylan purchased by Steve Earle, was actually quite good. I think that Scott would probably enjoy it. However, we all know that I have the worst taste in music, so what the hell am I talking about!!!!!

Today is a day that all I feel like is a "convenience item." Does anybody else have days like that? I know it is a pity trip, but I feel that my reason in this lifetime is to "be there" for everybody else, to make myself available whenever somebody needs something, especially the family. Regardless of what I am doing, I am to drop everything and take care of their problems. Maybe it is the rainy day outside, maybe it is too much diet Coke, who knows. Not looking for sympathy, because that would just piss me off. Ah hell, enough about that shit.

Going to go and work out tonight. I am really enjoying doing the treadmill for an hour plus every other day and I think I will be throwing in swimming as well. Like the "high" I have been getting. Also have incorporated stretching in the morning. Is it me getting old that I am enjoying working out this much? Am I seeing my mortality? Ah hell, another ramble........

Mornings are not good for me............

I just got here to my job, P5, and I thought for the most part, I had gotten over my hatred of mornings. As all of my friends know, I just am not a "morning" person......evil would be an understatement of how mean I am before noonish. Anyways, my irritating co-worker is not in today, and it actually boosted my spirit!!! I almost wish she was out every day of the week, other than Saturday and Sunday, because I would never have to hear that horribly grating voice she has cultivated over her many years of life. Alas, I am plagued by another co-workers who believes she is a direct descendant of Christ, as she too, can walk on water. May have to pull the stopper out of her bath water today.

okay, I started this and let me just tell you, to create this one WAS NOT EASY!!! I actually had another blog created and it would not let me enter it again, no matter how much I pleaded, begged, threatened, use language that NONE of you have ever heard come out of my mouth!!! But we will see if I will actually stick with this diary-form account. If anything, it will give me a chance to ramble on and on and on..............

gawd, is this actually going to work this time?

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