HAPPY HAPPY...JOY JOY!!!!!!!!!

Need I say more than I BOUGHT MY NEW SATURN VUE!!! Oh, it is soooooo beautiful! It is burnt orange, tan interior, all wheel drive, darkly tinted windows, clear coat bra, all the bells and whistles, extended warranty and car care service package, perma plate for 7 years inside and out........and I am a happy, happy girl! The only thing that would make me more happy is if my Dylan was home to take him around in it....but I can be patient until when he gets home!!!! All I can say is THANK GOD FOR PUSHY PARENTS!!!!

Better......

I have the best boys and the best fiancee (I am going to try and use that word MORE so catch me if I don't) in the WORLD! First Dylan IM's me the minute I get in to work to tell me good bye and that he loves me, then he IM's me the minute they pull up to Scotts! That is a considerate person! And Scotty letting Jeffy and my Dylan crash at his house....now that is COOL! And Jeffy is taking Dylan to the Elvis Costello as his b-day person! Damn!!! How lucky am I that those three boys are a part of my life!

Anyways, work didn't get better, but my mood evened out....especially when the Pit Boss told me "Lorene, I love you too" and exactly how do you respond to thta? And, of course, I dropped a couple of REALLY unfriendly, and unprofessional words like "mother fucker" and "sleazy cunt" in about 15 minutes of each other and those got around in a hurry.......need to be more careful with the anger, me thinks!

I got home from work today and finished the last planting of the last bunch of flowers.....so all in all I planted over 10 flats of flowers, 2 flats of vegetables, a garden of seeds, 12 large mum plants, 2 large fox gloves, and two butterfly bushes and so far I have only had to replace on flat of flowers! Not too bad so far. And my pumpkin seeds and my corn seeds have all come up, as well as whatever else I planted on the other side of the fence. The only thing that is left are two large pumpkin plants that I will plant on my neighbors side of the fence, since she lets me plant it every year.

So, I was thinking about having an old fashioned "hang out on Lorene's lawn" get together......maybe with some liquor.....

Okay, this is incredibly lurpy and I didn't think it would ever happen, but I miss him........

Grrrrrrr.........

That is how I woke up this morning and that is how the day is continuing. The only good thing that has happened, and that will probably happen, is that Dylan was signed into his IM waiting for me to get to work so that he could say good-bye. Now that is sweet. I wish I could say that it made my mood better, but it hasn't. I really don't want to be at work today, I want to be home sleeping....not that I didn't sleep last night, that is just the mood that I am in. And it probably isn't helping that I am putting in two extra hours every single day and STILL not staying caught up. And it probably isn't helping that everybody over my bosses head really don't give a flying frog-fuck that we are all over worked, insanely busy, swamped......you name it. And it probably doesn't help that I care too much......

Anyways, the weekend is shaping up nicely with lots of stuff to do again. I have my car getting serviced early Saturday morning, doing a whole bunch of shopping with my mom, going out Saturday night....so once again, my only day to do stuff for me will be this Sunday. It is not that I don't appreciate people wanting to be in my life, I just don't appreciate not having any down time.....gotta work on that issue. And those individuals ( and I only have a couple in mind when I make this statement) that thought they should be treated in "special" and be given more time in my life than I have, have successfully been removed. I know I should feel sad, but I just don't have time for people who are 1) higher maintenance than Imelda Marcos, 2) more dramatic than Brittney Spears, and 3) believe that they are more important than GOD! Damn, I am becoming bitter in my old age....

So, I find out that Dee is in Peru....how cool is that!!!!!

Hmmmmm......

After four days off, the workload was not nearly as bad as I had imagined it to be. Somebody actually took the initiative, without my asking, to handle all of the faxes on Friday. But, my IN box was insane, and I kept getting e-mails with the "this needs to be done as a priority right now!" verbage in it, so that slowed me down a bit. All in all, it was a pretty damn good day.

Have I ever told you how much fun I have playing phone tag?

Grace, Grace, Grace......here is what I do to help me sleep. Start with two Melatonin pills, wait for one hour, then take two Tylenol PM's, wait for one hour, take two Benadryls, wait one hour, then take a Legatrim PM....by that time you will either be 1) asleep, 2) stoned, or 3) it will be morning and you won't care. However, speaking from experience, I don't suggest you follow any of that up with liquor......

The countdown is on until Dylan abandons me and goes to Denver with Jeffy and leaves me to hide under my bed, knowing that he is finding a new girlfriend with better hips and that is less mean.......he leaves on Thursday.....the bum..... I think everybody should send him a goodbye e-mail and make him feel really bad since he is leaving me here all alone to my own devices......heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheeeeeeeee

Ah hell.....

Had a wonderful Sunday with Dylan. We started our day by going to the duck park, and fortunately, no goose attacks this time. Then we went b-day shopping for my mother to Barnes and Nobles, did some Wal-Mart shopping for me, both decided we were starving so we hit the Sweet Tomatoes, and then went to get him some new fishys as his finally passed away. He purchased two Painted Glass fish and are they bitches! They are so surly he is going to name them Jeremy and Michelle! Then we rented "Vanilla Sky" and relaxed the remainder of the evening, enjoying our last weekend together before he abandons me to go with his two boyfriends ( and I better get some cool presents to make up for it!). In regards to "Vanilla Sky", I thought the idea of the movie was very interesting, the constant confusion of the two female roles was delightful, but the "look up into his nostril" shots of Tom Cruise were quite irritating! I know what a man looks like when you are underneath him, and I don't need to see an insane Tom Cruise bangin' the hell out of some chick for a good 10 minutes! Anyways.....

Today I am going to relax...I am not sure exactly what that will consist of, but I am going to relax. I have already started to whimper to Dylan about leaving me this weekend, but I am glad he is getting away for awhile, especially with two of the best boys in the entire world to watch over him. All I ask is that you all stay out of jail, and no drinking and driving....beyond that enjoy! Oh, and I don't want any icky poop fight stories either.........