Saturday, March 27, 2004

Time: 10:24 am
Music: Depeche Mode
Mood: Pissy

Dear Diary Saturday...

Today has so far been been a very wonderful and productive morning. I have already gone to my WW meeting and the worry I have had that the Vegas trip was eventually going to catch up to my ass has not happened...I lost some more. I then have cleaned Nibley's abode and started on a batch of laundry. I have even gone down to The House to feed and water the one cat. That is where my "pissy" attitude started. The gal that is in charge of catching the cats was suppose to put out traps starting last Wednesday...which means I have not fed or watered Scaredy. I called her this morning and found out that she has YET to put out a trap and "might" be putting one out. I am not upset that she has not had the time to trap the cat, I am pissed that she did not bother to CALL Me to let me know she was not doing it so I could make sure that he had some clean water and food!!! Oh well, I guess that is what I get for sitting back on my laurels and thinking somebody else would be able to step up a bit.

That leads me to another point that I am pissy about....pissy with myself. I have once again stretched myself and my time, way too thin. I have gotten back into the very bad habit of trying to make time for everyone and make everyone happy, totally at the expense of myself. I need to reign back in MY LIFE. MY LIFE involves things that I want to do for MYSELF, which includes taking time out to do yard work, taking time out to go to the gym, taking time out to read the trillions of books that I have and does NOT involve running people to where THEY want to go, hanging out with individuals for the sake of them not wanting to be bored and to be entertained. I let this happen and so the only person to blame is myself. Things have got to change and get more under control before something bad happens.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my

The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Time: 5:29 pm
Music: None, blessed silence
Mood: Content

Dear Diary Wednesday...

My Daddy's 74th birthday yesterday was wonderful, other than I had been awakened at about 1:00 am with an intense migraine. I did go to work, left at about 11:30, came home and did some stuff around the house, then took the folks out for my Daddy's birthday dinner. Then all of the family and neighbors came over until about 10:30 last night. Unfortunately, the migraine did not subside as I was hoping it would. In fact, it kept up and I ended up calling in sick today and having to take a pain killer which pretty much put me out for the entire day. I am sure it is being caused by the change in season and the incredibly hectic schedule I have been running for a few months....exhaustion has to set in eventually and I think it did.

Good news today...Kjori is making the appointment for Clover to get his teeth done and then he can go to the happy home of Connie, Lindi, and Ms. Sarah! I am so excited that another cat is being adopted out to a fantastic home after living in such a hell. And tomorrow Kjori and I will be setting traps at the house to catch the very last of the cats, who I have named Scaredy. I am working on maybe getting him placed in a good home as well....mine. My mom has fallen very in love with him, even though he is completely feral. I have faith that things can change and with work, I can make him a good cat, but we will see. If not, he will be on his way to Colorado.

I am totally looking forward to the House Warming Party at the Breeze-Rickets residence on Saturday. It will be so wonderful to be surrounded by all of the loves of my friends.