Dear Diary Wednesday....

Mood.....Wonderful!

I have a very disturbing, very sick new obsession....pro-ana websites. I was on the computer for two hours last night, after working, looking and reading as many website I could find. If you are not familiar with that term it means "pro-anorexic, pro-choice, pro-eating disorder." These are men and women who live an anorexic/bulemic lifestyle by choice, do not feel that they have any problem, and do not wish to find recovery. Why am I becoming obsessed with these...I DO NOT KNOW! And believe this or not, I got some damn good recipes from a couple of them!!! I think I find it interesting to read about their lifestyles, how they do through a day obsessing over a pack of gum of drinking 6 glasses of water before each meal so that they can't it. And some of their graphics on their blogs are really cool. These are incredibly intelligent people, most are in college, school of some sort, or professional and they know how to do a layout on a website!! Guess it is just perverted curosity for now.....but we'll see.

Work has been hectic but I have been enjoying it. I am helping train our new batch of people so I have been running from my corner with my team to the other corner where the trainee's are. It will be nice when they are all out on the floor and trained so that I can start doing my own job.

Mom's doctor called last night and is scheduling her an appointment with a vascular surgeon. I am feeling really positive about all of this because it will just be nice to have it done so that she no longer has it stressing her....and having me and my sister on her back about it!