Dear Diary Tuesday again...

Today started out very wonderful. I got to work at my usual time, accomplished a great deal this morning, and then the PitBoss took it upon herself to ruin the entire day and my mood....and I allowed it. She yelled, and yes I mean YELLED at me twice because calls were holding. Nevermind that people who are suppose to be on the phone were wandering, nevermind that she never yells at any of the other Research Specialists to be on the phone, only me. One of the times that she yelled, somebody had to actually ask her to quiet down so that they could here their caller...how embarrassing is that!!! Now it is not like I was sitting around doing zero work....the second time she yelled at me I was on LUNCH! The first time she yelled, I was on a PHONE CALL. Yeah, my day at work was great. But the best part of it was seeing the 15 people in her office all sitting around talking about plants because SHE IS SELLING PLANTS AT THE OFFICE!! Yeah, apparently it is okay to fuck around when you are the Pitboss but if you are working your ass of more than anyone else, you better be trying harder. Help me figure out the logic, please...? And what is the most aggravating is that I was so upset and angry that I actually started to tear up! I hate that more than I could ever express. Things have to change, have to give, I am just not sure what direction I am going to go with this.