Things to Note......

1. New Zealand neighbors are back together
2. Dylan is pretty excited about the new job
3. No, I am not okay, I won't ever be okay, I don't want to be okay. Don't worry about me as I am strong. If I seem angry, don't take it personally, I don't mean to direct it at you. If I lash out, forgive me for I am angry, and not at you. If I get silent, don't worry, I am internalizing all that is in me now so I can STOP being angry and lashing out at everybody. I don't want to analyze it, I don't want it to go away, I don't care how long this last for me...just stop worrying. Remember, this is LORENE.....I will be fine.