Dear Diary Wednesday...

I'm tired. Tired in every aspect. I need to call my doctor because I don't think my meds are working as well as they use to. Every night I got to PT, then usually have to take somebody to the store, then come home and try to do things around the house and yard, and then fall into bed, which I usually can sleep for a couple of hours and then am awake again. My mind is racing in many different directions....none of them really good direction. And I am tired of dealing with the same issues over and over and over again....issues that just keep raising their ugly head every few months, never to be resolved because all that is ever accomplished is excuses on top of excuses. I think I am to the point right now, due to my exhaustion, or just putting my hands in the air and giving up on fighting. To say that I am looking forward to an evening of being around close friends, sharing some good energy, and focusing on some other things for a while is an understatment. Just so tired.....