Dear Diary Tuesday....

I thought today was going to be a horrible day....one year ago is the official date of when Scott passed. I have worried and fretted, thinking I would never make it through. Apparently I did not give myself the credit I deserved....I had a wonderful day. It was busy, but I enjoyed it. I thought about him a lot, but all of it was good. I think I am at the point where I realize I will have bad days, but I am thankful for the time I had with the boy and no matter how mad I get at the situation which he created, I will love him regardless. How could you not love somebody that lived to see you either turn red with embaressment or because you wanted to punch him??

Work was insane, but not as bad as yesterday. I think with my attitude change, it is reflecting on everything and everyone around me. I can not stand those that WANT to create drama in their life and those that refuse to remove the drama. I don't know about others, but I don't like chaos!!! I see in others the need to be the center of attention at all times, and I just have to ask myself, "Why would you want that?"

After work I came home to do some shopping and then finished my planting. Yes, yes I bought more plants but it was because it is the end of the season and they throw away the plants that don't have homes!!! Oh, and mums were on sale and those are my absolute favorite flower, so I bought 12 of those!!!

I can't WAIT for Friday! Dylan and I are just spending time together, relaxing, seeing a movie, shopping, and getting his car fixed early in the morning. I love days that we can have some quality time together. Keeping my fingers crossed I don't end up sick again!!!

Oh, and can I just say how much I am looking forward to Wendover.........