Dear Diary Tuesday....

Okay, let me play catch up....

Monday....went to work and then went to the dentist. Talked to my dentist about my mother's tongue problem and what her doctor said about her having an allergic reaction to her plate and my dentist almost pee'd himself he was laughing so hard! So, he write me a prescription to go get filled for her as he thinks it is a bacteria and she now has infected taste buds. Went back to work, had a horrible run in with the Pitboss and told her, in not such a nice tone, that maybe she better find somebody else to do my job, to which she stayed away from me the rest of the day. Not to get to lengthy about it, but it was because she made a snide comment, questioning why I could not keep up with the mountain of work we have. Well, I left work and met up with the Connie and her group of wedding planners. Unfortunately, we did not find dresses for the bridesmaids but we have a great idea. We then had a wonderful dinner and I went home completely exhausted!!!

Today has been alright. I was extremely productive at work and accomplished a lot. I actually left work feeling like I had made a dent, albeit a small one, in the work load. Unfortunately, I got caught in a discussion and so I did not even leave work for almost an hour after I should have left. Kinda threw my work out schedule off, as now I am home in my pajamas!!! The good part of the day is that I had two individuals, not together, come up to me and tell me how good I look and that they could tell I have lost weight! Now, I am not saying I have lost weight, but I have been much better on my portion control....AND...not eating out every single day for lunch!!! Huh, maybe something is working......

The insomnia is back and kicking my ass!! In the past week I am averaging 1-2 hours per night. I have my good days, where the lack of sleep does not bother me, and then I have days like today where by the time I get home I feel like I am dragging my body around behind me! Very pathetic and I need to work on doing something about it....not sure what but I am gonna find a way to SLEEP more than 1-2 hours a night!!!

Do you ever think back on people who you were friends with in the past, like in your childhood, and suddenly miss that person horribly? Yeah, me neither.......

Thoughts for me: Keep up the positive energy work, find small goals every single day to accomplish, keep negative thoughts at bay.