Dear Diary Wednesday....

I hate coming into work with part of my system being down AND my computer screen shorting out so that I have to steel somebody else's monitor and install it myself!

I noticed this morning, to my own great joy, exactly the extent of how much weight I have lost. I have this belt that I have always loved but never able to wear. It is a very plain black belt, to be worn with dress clothes, but it was always too small for me....I guess that is why I loved it so much. Well, I put it on this morning and I could wear it comfortable to the third hole! Plus, I was able to wear my shirt tucked into my pants, which I have not done that since high school, and it looks okay...which makes me feel good as well. Just one more reason for me to keep on doing what I am doing.....I am noticing many of the results finally.

Also realized this morning how much of a PMS funk I am in. After getting home from the gym last night, I made dinner, read for about an hour, and was in bed and asleep by 7:00 pm. Now, I was tired, but I realize it was mostly due to an overwhelming wave of depression I have been in since Saturday. Today I woke up with a lot of energy, but not in such a great mood. So, on that note, here are something that irritate the hell out of me:

1. I hate having to remind people to do the simplest tasks. It is a passive aggressive behavior on my part that I WON'T remind somebody, I will end up doing whatever it is that needs to be done by myself and then be irritated with that individual. I guess I figure that if you are over 13 you should not have to reminded of things that are OBVIOUS and need to be done.

2. I get irritated when people call and ask if I am the "Mrs" of the house, I say "no" and then they want to know WHO I AM! If you don't know me, quit calling!

3. Being told to clean up my area at work and my surround areas, because we have VIP clients coming in, knowing full well that the clients WILL NEVER COME INTO MY AREA!

4. Sometimes I just need time, and weekends, to myself to do things that I know need to be done....like washing windows, cleaning the house, prepping the lawn for winter. I should not have to explain to anyone WHY those things need to be done, nor explain WHY I want some time to myself....I just DO!

5. If you are a "large" person, wear the right size clothes! I do not find people at the gym who are big and beautiful but wear clothes that cause their big and beautiful selves to overflow out of them!