Dear Diary Wednesday....

Stress and exhaustion has enterred into my dream state...and it was a HORRIBLE DREAM. I tossed and turned all night and when I finally enterred REM, it was a dream about me dumping Dylan....for a few reasons that I won't go into on this public forum but let's just say that the reasons were HILARIOUS and you would laugh, but the act of dumping him made me very, very sad and emotional when I got up this morning....an hour earlier than I normally do because I was just tired of tossing and turning. Needless to say, I was into work earlier than normal and I have already accomplished a great deal. I have now moved into the "moving on energy" basis of my insomnia, so I am actually doing really well. I think this coming weekend will be well deserved rest....after I give my Mom a perm and come into work on Sunday.

I also am having "short timers" syndrome at work. I am going in for a second interview tomorrow and I think I really want this job. Not only is the possibility there for me to make much more money for what I am doing, but everyone at this company LOVES their job, their co-workers, and there does not seem to be a lot of drama. Oh, and it is nice seeing more MEN working at a place than I am use to.....and I enjoy working with Men more than Women...less drama. Also, I think I finally have hit the reality that I have made myself so valuable in what I am doing that there is no way my company would allow me to move into anything else, and they have let me know that as well. I need a change, I need a fresh start, I need to start doing something for ME ... and so it is time to be looking for a chance some place else.

Toni is looking, and doing great, on her set of crutches. She has a HUGE black and blue bruise on her calf, but she is getting around much better than I truly expected. Plus, it is nice having somebody in your life that can be crippled, laugh at herself, and keep a fantastic attitude about the whole thing.